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FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS

Q: Are you a National Socialist/Neo-Nazi/ Nazi Sympathizer/ Nazi Apologist/etc.?

A: Let's just take care of this straightaway. No. I am unequivocally none of these things. I fully recognize and acknowledge the horrible atrocities Hitler and the Nazis committed while in power, and in no way support them. I am not a Holocaust denier. I am not a Hitler apologist. I'm not even a conservative. I'm a proud, spooky-evil-SJW-communist-libtard-monster-thing (pretty sure that's the scientific term for it). And I think it's a disservice to our future generations to strip him of his humanity because it leaves us with an incomplete picture and understanding of how an entire society can take such a dark turn.

 

I write these stories because I'm interested in who Adolf Hitler was as a human-being: the good, the bad and the ugly; and because I feel Eva Braun—and her role in Hitler's life—is often misinterpreted and misportrayed. I'm a creative person who has always found the villains to be more interesting and complex than the good guys. And that's okay because there are already plenty of people out there who are interested in the good guys and their stories. You can go and chill with them if that makes you more comfortable. No hard feelings, I promise.

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Q: When will you update/post your next story?

 

A: No idea. My jam-packed schedule prevents me from having a regular, steady period of free-time to dedicate to writing these. Just as well, I am sometimes just too burnt out from writing academic papers to continue doing it in my free-time (which is why I draw). The "Latest" page has a note detailing the pieces I'm working on and their current length. I update it as often as I write so it's always up-to-date. Generally, the higher the page number, the closer it is to completion. At the moment, this is the best system I have due to my highly unpredictable schedule.

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Q: Your last piece didn't have enough/any sex in it. Why bother writing these when I can't get off to them?

A: Because I'm not here only to write smut. It's not the only thing I enjoy writing. I love the strictly emotional ones just as much as I do the physical ones, so don't expect every new story to be hot and heavy. Whatever purposes you use my stories for, I honestly don't care, you're certainly free to enjoy them in whatever manner you prefer. But I'm not looking to cater to a specific audience. You're more than welcome to make requests but there's absolutely no guarantee I'll be able to/interested in filling it. Unless you decide to commission me, I will write what I want to write while hoping you'll still enjoy it.

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Q: I sent you a question on tumblr and you haven't answered it. Why? Are you ignoring me?

AAbsolutely not!  Tumblr—most likely due to my prolonged absences—will stop notifying me of messages, asks and any other form of activity on my account. If I haven't answered your question or responded to your message, it's because I haven't seen it or I've decided to give you a lengthy reply, which always requires some time to craft and type out. I'm typically very careful when answering questions because I want to make sure I'm giving you a thorough, well thought-out, reliable  answer.

 

This especially applies if you've asked me a question regarding my views or have included some type of argument within your message that I am going to counter. I don't take sources lightly and it takes me awhile to compound them, as I want to ensure I'm not spouting rumors or gossip or other various forms of bullshit.

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Q: Why haven't you subscribed to [insert theory] yet? It's certainly true because everyone else has accepted it.

A: The most important thing to understand about me as an individual is that that's precisely what I am: an individual. If my own research suggests a particular theory to be true, then—and only then—will I subscribe to it. I will not subscribe to a theory based solely on popular belief. If I did that, then I'd be operating under the assumption that Hitler was a homosexual and had only one testicle.

I am certainly open to participating in amicable discussions. And I'm very willing to offer explanations/clarifications as to why I hold the stances that I do. But if you approach a conversation with me with a condescending, "You need to change your mind because I think you're wrong/blind to the truth/a hater" type of attitude, I will not entertain your company. Nor will I consider what you have to say because why should I or anyone else? That type of behavior only hurts your argument.

Brass tacks: Don't get offended if/when my "version" of Hitler doesn't perfectly match yours.

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Q: I wish I could write stories like these. I have so many ideas, but how do I write them?

A: Write. Write and write and write. It's the only way it'll happen. And the only way you'll get better is by practicing! (Trust me, if there was an easier way I would've found it by now.) Then shoot me a message after you've completed your masterpieces because I love reading other people's work about Adi and Eva.☺

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Q: Where can I find Cynefin? And when will you release the rewrite?

A: NOWHERE. It's gone forever, dear old reader. Unfortunately, I hated the writing within it too much. It gave me night sweats knowing it was still available, especially since I'm continuously  gathering new readers and it didn't at all reflect my current abilities. The rewrite will be released once it gets written. It keeps either getting shelved due to other projects or rewritten again. It's stuck in a cycle of rewrites.... I feel an immense amount of pressure to get it just right which is why I keep starting it over.

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Q: Why do you let your health get in the way of your writing and all things Adi/Eva related?

A: Because I'm the one writing these stories, and my health affects me. I'm not sure if you've ever experienced being bipolar but sometimes you simply have to take a step back from everything and focus on not putting a bullet through your head. My health has been and can be a very serious concern for my own well-being, and I've realized it's very dangerous not to acknowledge this. So when it demands my attention, it receives it.

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